Monday, August 20, 2012

Do it BIG in life....

Wow guys it seems like its been so very long since I've blogged, I'm slipping I know. So, I want to say sorry and that I'm going to try to do better. Emsley is getting crazy big. Today she is 9 weeks old, time is flying by so fast... Orientation for school starts in 9 days and I'm super nervous. I have not been able to lose those last 7.8 pounds of baby weight, despite walking everyday for a hour for the last month, that's so depressing but I will get there... We hope.

Anyway, everyone always tell you from a baby that you can do any thing you want in life, that you can go as far as you want to go. And lately I've been overwhelmed with wanting to do SO much and wanting to go so far that it's actually my inspiration for this blog post.

So, first off you guys know I started this blog for several reasons: I wanted my pregnancy to go by quickly (quite funny now that I think of it), the mailman was pushing me to make money and I thought Adsense was gonna make me rich, and because I like people.  And as you All also know I'm horrible at writing. But for a short period of time I actually thought "hey I might be good at this thing" which was quickly shot down when I started applying for blogging position and they were like in so many words "has any one ever told you that you're not good at writing"

So I'm not going to be a famous blogger, I'm fine with that... I guess, but that doesn't stop me from liking it or wanting to do it. I'm starting to think that I should have majored in journalism, or communications. Because I love people, I just never realized it before. I've actually been thinking of giving myself an Honorary bachelors in communications,It's serious.

At any rate I want to do so much now, I want to start an online radio show, and a YouTube channel, and rap (yes as random as that sounds I said rap), and make blingy cases. But I think a big part of me is being scared of failing and being judged you know? That is part of the reason why I haven't turned this blog into ".com" or why I don't have a Facebook page for thejovialmom. I do have an instagram @7charities, follow me! Perhaps I'm still finding myself, perhaps.

I purposely digress, in a disparate attempt to kick these last 10 pounds just to be safe I'm on a 48 diet, I hope it works and don't judge me. I'm kinda really hungry. I'll tell you how that goes after 48 hours.

However, those are things I would like to do. I don't just want to talk about society or being a mom. I want to talk about everything. And I think when you do your own ish (my attempt at not saying shit) you can do what ever you want however you want.

So, today I'm going to go as far as I want and just do it BIG in life.

Alright Honey, stay sweet and dry because it is really pouring down in the 757.

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